Horses' Heads

Why, what should be the fear?
I do not set my life at a pin's fee,
And for my soul, what can it do to that,
Being a thing immortal as itself?

Currently in hospital

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I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And what do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in life. And I am horribly limited. Sylvia Plath

(Source: bspontaneous, via the---small)

- ? May 21st 2012

I’m not going to be on for a while as I’m being admitted/thrown in the looney bin.

 - ? May 2nd 2012
hurt-ing: that moment before the first cut of the night where your brain suddenly goes, “stop!, why are you doing this to your body?” and in that split second a war wages between your disorder and your common sense. the disorder wins, every single time.

Spent the night in hospital - had no idea that was happening till the nurse told me.
Being carted off to inpatient or residential or whatever treatment center… It would be nice if people told me what was going on.

I’m missing the Marilyn Manson concert tonight.

 - ? Apr 29th 2012